I don't want you to hurt for me. Mostly I'm OK and it is because, even without my darling JD, I know I am loved and needed.
I'm so lucky to have had him in my life for as long as I did. That was a good job on my part 'cause he never intended for us to be more than a passing thing at first. I knew him to be a "forever" man from the beginning. He came to know it too, albeit reluctantly in the beginning.
After about two years he'd committed without admitting it. And after five the thought of losing me was as hard on him as the thought of losing him was on me. Life is. Many never even come close to this.
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