Tonight's thoughts

I know I'll survive and I will be happy but he will always and forever be part of who and what I am. He wasn't perfect except in that he was perfect for me. But he was AWESOME for many. I'm so proud to have been part of his life, part of making his life better. I don't think he'd ever been loved so much by anyone and he, like all of us, needed that. He had so much to give and gave it so freely. And he had such hidden heart pain that he hid so very well. We only began lancing that boil a few months before he died. I'm hoping he was easy in his heart. I'm sure I told you our last words, not knowing what was coming, were "I love you". It took him almost seven years before he could say those words but in the last few years he said them often. And of course I never shut up about it.