The transmogrification continues

Its been a while since I blogged. Life has changed a lot and I, too, continue to change.
Why transmogrification rather than transformation? Well, sometimes I feel I'm changing in odd ways. I don't know exactly how to explain it but I'm different without losing the essential "me".

I don't know what the final result will be or if one can ever have a final result in defining who one is. We grow. Our abilities and thoughts change, hopefully for the better. Our point of view changes with experience.

I am not the same person who was married to JD. Our joint focus changed to my own personal focus. I suppose that if I ever fall in love again I will change once more.

One thing is certain. The creative side is part of who I am so it will not change essentially. I would cease to live and only survive if that were somehow taken from me. The form of my creating is forever changing and that is a good thing. Singing and writing are far less important than being able to work with my hands and mind to make beautiful (in my eyes) things. That is such an expression of self that I am willing to spend half my income to keep doing it. Perhaps before long it will actually bring me income in amounts to at least pay for itself. (grin)

For now, well, I've started chatting with someone I think could be a very good friend. More? Who knows? Relationships go where they go. For now I like this man. I think we might become good companions. The future will take care of itself if we just stay who we are.